Friday, 30 September 2011

beby panda :-)

assalammualaikum bby panda..haha
hurmm esk (1/10/2011) sy g Kuantan tau for 3 days..so awk kt sni jgn nk mngade2 tauu klu xpanggilan maut dri pahang ke arau..haha..baik kn sy syg??..awk jge diri elok2 tauu xmo nakal2 kt sne..klu sy xon9 ke ape ke awk jgn nk jdi romeo tauu..hehe..yg penting jgn nk play around je..study tuu penting..u now how much i love u panda..even kte bru je lgi tpi sy syg awk tight2..huhu..lps tu kan,klu sy rindu awk sgt2 mcm ne ye nnti?sbb klu sy kt uma slalu sy akan tenung pic awk..kahkahkah..awk..,donno why sy brsmgat nk update blog ni..tpi kn syg klu pape jdi kt sy blog ni knangan kte tauu..sbb sy syggg awk sgt2 panda..blik la cpt..sy xsbar nk tenung mata cepet bby panda..haha..kehadiran awk yg mngejut tu merupakn stu watak penting dlm hidup sy mcm romeo utk juliet..adam d'ciptakan utk hawa..mnusia dn oksigen..mcm tu sy prlukn awk..24hours sy prlukn awk..awk...sy mcm berat hati je nk g ni..mlm ni awk nyanyikan lgu "nina bobok" utk sy ye..awk,andai kata sy xley nk tenung mata panda awk lagi..awk jgn lupe sy tau..(pe yg sy mngarut mlm2 ni) haha..awk,kdg2 kn sy trase kott dgn awk..yelaa im not the perfect enough for you..but everyone can be changed and who we are to assess a person rite beby??so please don't judge people by naked eye..it's hurt enough ble someone kritik bukan2..mengenali ssorg bkn luaran dye..tpi dalaman dye..hati dye..wah wahhh..hehehe

Wednesday, 28 September 2011

cry and again

smlm..lps g check up..bru si dye tau sy knp..sy sakit ape..xtau knp i just like wanna stay away from him..myb sy sedar sy bnyk kekurangan..susah kn??xtau knp mlm ni sy nk mnyendiri..perlu ke?kenapa ye?even sy sygkn dye..tpi what was that mean?awk slalu pndang ke blakang selak buku sejarah sy..awk mentafsir segalanye brdasarkan ape yg awk tau..awk,nk tau x?knp sy xpnh nk tny spe cinta awk sblm sy?sbb sy xnk pndg kblakang..cukup bgi sy..awk ade dpn sy..awk..sy xde kisah hitam..sy xde kisah lampau..sy jaga maruah sy sbgai seorang perempuan..tpi jgn laa anggap sy liar,buas or smthing..even sy jwb sy tau awk xkn prcaya..xpe laa awk..ikot kata hati oke..Allah sntiase ade utk kita..assalammualaikum..

Tuesday, 27 September 2011

awk..baca ni ye

ade bnyk bnde yg awk xtau ttg sy..

  • sy xske mnom susu
  • sy takut kucing
  • sy xske "tipu"
  • sy sukekn ksederhanaan
  • sy suke tgk laut..
  • sy obses dgn wrne putih dn pink
  • sy suke bnge ros putih dn merah
  • sy suke mkn ice cream
  • sy xske "kstiaan sy dipersoaalkn"
  • sy hny akn mmprcyakn ssorg itu cume skali
  • sy benci "kecurangan"
  • sy skekn ssuatu yg simple..
  • sy xske g tmpat2 yg pnuh dgn protokol..
  • sy xske g tmpat yg mewah..sbb sy xbiase brada di situ..
  • sy xske someone yg "bongkak".."ego"..
  • sy ske someone yg sntiase brsyukur dgn apa yg dye ade..
  • sy benci dn pling benci someone yg xjujur dgn pe yg dye buat
  • sy ske smone yg ikhlas..even xnmpk tpi gerak hati tau..
  • sy menyampah tgk someone yg nk jdi "romeo"
  • sy xske kn kesempurnaan..sbb sempurna buat sy kecewa..sy ske kn kesederhanaan..
  • sy akan kecewa if someone yg mnganggap sume bnde mudah dn da de sy tpi mngaku single..
  • sy xkn bgtau sy sakit sbb sy xnk ssorg yg sy syg rsaukan sy..
  • sy kuat berahsia..
  • sy xnk di pujuk..
  • sy ske mnyendiri klu sstu itu trlalu mnyakitkn..
  • sy xske di abaikan..
  • sy ske pujuk diri sy sndiri..
  • sy memang susah utk terasa..tpi skali sy trase sy prlukan masa utk melupakan ksilapan ssorg itu,,
  • sy cpt maafkn ssorg itu tpi utk melupakan sgt2 susah..
  • sy ske study last minute
  • sy xske dibandingkan
  • sy xske someone yg pakai gelang pe sume ni..
  • sy lbih ske melepak dgn kwn2 rapat sy bukan lelaki tetapi perempuan..
  • sy xske lepak dgn lelaki..
  • sy xske berada di majlis keramaian..sbb sy akan jdi kekok..
  • sy ske berada di tmpat yg aman dn nyaman..
  • sy pling ske brada di sisi org yg sy syg..
sy xbgtau sume ni sbb sy nk awk tau sndiri..maafkan sy..

sedih hati

stu prsatu ambil dri ku dn bawa pergi..kkecewaan hati yg da xbrtampung mngajar ku erti sbuah ketabahan dn keberanian..melepaskan cita2 sndiri demi kepentingan org lain..merangkak kmbali mncari cahaya dari sudut2 hati yg sedang belajar mnerima takdir..hidup ku kini empat segi..yg brgelak lalu berhenti di satu sudut dan kembali bergerak kmudian trhenti semula..memulakan sesuatu yg xprnah ku bayangkan dn inginkan..hidup di berikan plbagai kmudahan dn juga hilangnya sebuah keadilan..lantas ku,membawa diri untuk berdikari..ada yg ingin mngerti tapi ku yakin..tidak ada seorang pun akan mngerti..kehilangan mngajar ku erti keberanian..kekecewaan mngajar ku brdikari..kehampaan hati mngajar ku mnerima takdir yg trsurat utk ku..meski ku rapuh dalam langkah ku dn hnya hati yg tekun utk ku terus brjalan tnpa henti..seribu impian ku hilang mcm tu..sgle jnji ku korbankan demi kbhgian org lain..suara hati sering menjerit dn meronta..berlawan dlm hati..tpi siapa ku utk menegak kn benang yg basah??mncari konklusi hidup dgn pnuh kesakitan meniti titian usang..mendapat kjyaan tpi skali pun tidak prnah dihargai..cube sorg insan yg benar2 tidak prnah brhenti mendoakn kjyaan ku..kasih seorang ibu di bawa hingga ke syurga..dlm menanti detik waktu ku trfikir ku tidak cukup sempurna buatmu..tiada niat di hti ini utk mnyembunyikan ssuatu drimu..tpi andai kau mngerti akan hti ku ini..ku tidak mahu drimu khuatir akan diri ku..mmg sifat ku begitu..maafkan ku..andai diri ini tidak smpurna mncintaimu dn buat drimu kecewa MOHD HAFRIZAM..

Fam(ILY)

oke..da brkurun x update blog..agak busy kott dgn study and family..for the first time!! sy mnyatakan..happy nye..finally dpt round2 kt pahang..the best part g TASIK BERA..klakarnye..umo da 19 tahun bru dpt g tempat2 mcm tu..heheh..best sgt..

Tuesday, 13 September 2011

hari melepaskan tekanan mental..

heyyyyy..heheh


first of all..once upon a time..there's a anak perempuan YUNUS pergi hooreyy hooreeyyy with gegirl (FARA AND ANNE) hehe..oleh kerana kami stres maka,kami dan kami pergi karaoke..hehe..lps tu g main bowling..but!! skjap je..sbb anne kne blik cpt poie koje..hehe..x lupe utk uat a little bit rvision for trial..arghh crap!!..heheh..
ANAK ZAHARI(ANNE) AND ANAK RAMLI (FARA)
ni ANAK YUNUS (INTAN) sedang fokus ye..haha


Sunday, 11 September 2011

sebatas mimpi

assalammualaikum...
hari ni si dye bace sume comment post kt wall sy..si dye terasa comment antara sy dengan seseorang..what should i say?sejujurnya sy xde pape feeling dekat org tu..si dye sangat terase..he freaky me out with his actions..i wonder that he were here..he didn't know how much i love him..i wish that i could explain it to him how much i need you..kadang2 bile kte terase dgn prbuatan sesorang yg kte syg tu msti kte x kan bgitau rite?sy agak trase ble dye padam comment with the word "syg"...npe msti dye sembunyi sy?am i not worth it to own your love?or are you fall in love with other women out there?i admit that im not the perfect women for you..but why you take it and let it go by your own?yeah rite..im just kinda puppet....sy nak sangat terbang tinggi dan menghilang..trust and faithful..kte slalu bincangkan pekara tu kn?so what was that mean?hurmm... (T_T)

Friday, 9 September 2011

abis suda seksa yg 1#

assalammualaikum..well seksa utk mggu ni da abis..waa rindu nye kt Mohd.Hafrizam sy..kami msing2 busy with assignment and exam..so x de mse nk spend time together..sy faham dye busy so x de rase pape kot..sbb sy tau dye jujur ngn sy..hurmm..smlm stu hari with my molly dolly ally..waa mcm2 laa..lyn kerenah budak kcik yg tiut miut tuu..haha..smlam mse tgh mentelaah paper bm.1 suddenly trbau perfume si dye..huhu..bie!! sy rindu awk! tgk smpai da trbau sgle bagai perfume ni..pape pn sy tau dye slalu ade dlm hati sy dn xpnh jauh dri sy..don't know why..ble dgr lgu "hatimu milikmu" by nera..sy brtambah rindu2 kt dye..huhu..cume cincin ni jelaa..pengubat rindu sy..
my dolly molly INTAN ALEESYA - 5 years old 

                                                 

Tuesday, 6 September 2011

just make it right :-)

kadang2 aku ingin menyendiri..off fon..lari dan terus berlari tanpa berhenti..tpi sy xde kuasa veto untuk buat sume tu..as i growing up with lots of love yg mama dn ayah berikan tu daa cukup buat sy brsmngat utk terus mara ke hadapan..but what am i afraid it of is i can't be the one who can make them proud of me..what the shit am i thinking this!! hurmm..like this..how can i improve myselves if there is no way to i go it thru..mama..ayah..im so sorry if ana prnah buat salah dan mngecewakan mama dn ayah..sesungguhnya ana xtrniat nk uat mcm tu..if skali ana buat ayah dn mama kcewa ana trase mcm ana ni anak yg xgune je..

to my love one and only..

can i spend my life time with u syg?i donno why i should say it to u..the truth is i love u so much syg..am i out of my mind b'coz loving u like this?what should i do if i missing u syg?u far away from me but i know u will never lied to me..but if there u hidding it off better tell me the truth..b'coz from the deep inside my heart there's only ur name..i always ask myself "r u faithful or who am i in ur life?" am i just a puppet to u?u know what..i just want to make it clear..i won't be the unfaithful partner to u..so don't worry i know how to handle myself..
"syg..just don't take it off from u..what i mean is the ring.." (^_^)

Saturday, 3 September 2011

Love Like This

assalammualaikum..
hri ni best sgt2 dpt jmpe si dia..dye dtg agk lmbt..pertemuan prtama kmi kt Mid Valley..oleh sbb dye lmbt sy pn merayau2 laa konon nye nk tgk movie smpai je kt kaunter CIK tu ckp "sorry movie hantu bonceng utk pkol 1:30 ptg tggl sit dpn je" hadoii..sy pn patah blik..skali si dye text and suhh jmpe kt mph..so sy g tgh best tgk buku2 LAW de la Hamba ALLAH ni dri blakang ckp "Bole sy bntu" sy pn pusing blakang igt nk tny psl Law..skali si dye..hehe..round pny round last2 g Pet World..best sgt2..thx awk..sy trnmpak stu kdai comel2 tu..and sy mntk prmission nk uat cple rings so dye bgi..puas gk la cri cincin ni..sbb jari msing2 comel2..haha..Finally dpt gk jmpe cincin yg sesuai..tggu laa 10 minit sbb nk ukir nme lagi..otak msing2 da blank so decide nk g mkn..lps mkn bru ambik cincin trus gerak ktm patah blik Bdr Tasik Selatan sbb nk ambek LRT utk g Pudu Raya teman si dye beli ticket bas utk blik Arau esk..sedihnye sy..kne tggl..xpe laa..dye g sbb Study je..singgah laa kdai mamak sblm blik tuu..suke tgk si dye mkn..hehe..comel sgt2..haha..lps tu balik..smpai laa lrt bandar tasik selatan..sy nk naik ktm..so dye dgn xbeli ticket nye brani2 
teman sy tggu train..(happynye sy)..dye pastikn sy btol2 msk train and train tu da gerak bru dye beredar dri situ..ya ALLAH..carring nye dye..alhamdulillah kini sy da slmat smpai rumah..terima kasih sgt2 ye awk.. :-)




Friday, 2 September 2011

SANTAI

shopping dn shopping lagi lagi..hahah..mmg best laa..cuti ni FULL ngn serahkn duit di kaunter with FAMILY..time cuti ni laa..bny spent time with family..best sgt2..lots of lova lova..

RAYA

ALHAMDULILLAH...
dpat menunaikan ibadah puasa dgn smpurna with family yg trcinta..rye tahun ni best sgt2 smpai laa sy TERlupa TRIAL STPM 6 aribulan september..haha..smua adik-bradik ade..pe yg brtambah meriah anak-anak buah sume happy je..yg pling mnyentuh hati sy ble g pusara arwah atuk..hurmm..setelah lme x g akhirnye dpt gk g..terima kasih ayh..
With Daddy yg slalu ade di sisi..ana syg ayah :-)
With Mommy..lots of lova lova
with my along,nieceeee and akak2 ipar :-)
opppppsss..jgn gossip..ni laaa gengster alor gajah..haha..abg aie a.k.a uncle sy :-) 

my beloved cousin FATIN NUR LIANA..